To be honest, I don’t even know why I am writing this blog… I’ll keep this short and succint, then… For I am sure atleast of the inspiration behind this piece… At the Ashram tonight, it came to me with the speed of a running train that I was so blessed, with so many things… I felt it was unfair that I be unhappy even for a single day! :) If only life were that simple… :) Its actually quite amazing I can choose this line of thinking despite the terrific pressure I feel in here, right now, in the place I am in Life right now…
I don’t have all the answers… What I feel is (and I read something like this somewhere recently) that happiness is not in an object, nor in a person… not in an achievement even (sometimes), it lies in those small moments during the day, when you feel that you are living life the way you feel proud of… It takes an enormous maturity, from where I stand, and how old I am… to see this… Im guessing tough times bring out the ‘steel in you’ like someone told me today… :)
To be honest, its not a nice feeling…. Growing up, being detached… letting go of the things you want…:) for something more, perhaps a greater cause or a bigger plan…
I guess all I want to say is, no matter how hard it gets, always live the way you think it should be done… for at the end of the day… many times… all you have is yourself. You’ve got to live with that atleast, don’t you? :) Hold on to those few things in your life, or the day, that makes you feel there’s a bigger plan or better places, in short, things that remind you of Hope! For all you know, there could be very many more things going for you! Only you don’t see them yet!
Good Luck everyone. Life is some long journey!
Rajeswari
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