Children

I always knew I wanted to have children. didn't really know why. But I knew I did want to have one..maybe some.. and after some amazing luck I actually did have one! Apart from being a nerve-wracking adventure it was also the one thing which helped me find myself. I realized I could undergo so much for the sake of one smile for him! And for some strange reason all my pain is forgotten when he smiles! Children seem to be that rare energy that you search the whole world for but fail to find. They can laugh away your blues and somehow makes the whole place seem brighter. Who else would interrupt your serious discussion on whether or not the neighbor was rude to you.. whether or not you want to take 2 hours to grocery shop... a yell, a diaper change and a crazy giggle turns your world inside out and you sorta prefer it that way! haha The chaos and the utter free flow of vulnerable energy is the greatest gift perhaps. hari would agree! as would all of raam's grandparents :)